hugs

1. the rush of love, safety, comfort, and trust i got with the welcome home hug and kiss i got from jeff last night
2. ben and jerry's frozen yogurt - i eat a 1/2 a pint each night, no joking
3. seeing an old friend yesterday looking happy, peaceful, and more beautiful, because of it, than ever.
4. lea's unconditional love and affection
5. cleaning

nugget: if you're lucky, you'll grow as much and as quickly as your children do. we all make mistakes when we're venturing into new territory. however, apologies are always helpful when the inevitable happens.