1. when jeff can work from home
2. being able to talk honestly about my feeling, fears, worries
3. two napping cats next to me now
4. knitting again inspired by the impending arrival of our new cousin and replacing one of lea's scarfs that was ruined in the laundry last week :(
5. planning a simple vacation
   
6. feeling a bit better today
   

1. falling in love with my husband over and over again
2. having one of the best birthdays ever and feeling so happy in my life
3. my new knitting project for lea; striped scarf
4. our bed and cozy it feels getting in
   
5. a peaceful visit with jeff's aunt and uncle
6. wonderful conversation with my mom and reflecting on how far we've come
   
7. the warm, beautiful day today allowing lea and i to take a hike in t-shirts
8. my first haircut in 15 months!!
   

1. an amazing sunday in the city with jeff and lea having an impromtu picnic in the park
2. getting a hamburger craving and going with lea to have a late lunch to satisfy my craving and also steal a walk on the bay
3. whenever lea gets long naps
4. fit's body flow class and how much i crave it despite how my body is changing
5. finding a few creative projects to work on throughout the day

Yknow, a list doesn't work today. Today as I sit and read while Lea takes a monster nap I realize (again for the umpteenth time) that I truly have everything I have ever dreamed of. I have an amazing, loving, intuitive, and interesting husband who loves me unconditionally. I am mother to a breathtaking young lady who I marvel at with both her love for life and ability to make things right all around her. I have a baby boy on the way. I live by the ocean and an expanse of hills and eucalyptus trees. I have an amazing group of friends who have saved me in more ways than i understand yet. I've repaired things with my mother so that we can talk as honest as is possible. And finally I am at peace with the fact that I come with flaws and have faith that if they don't kill me they will just help me relate and continue to give me perspective no matter what's coming our way. I have my dreams. Right here, right now.