monday

1. aunt jenny for coming to watch lea all day so i could go on a secret date with jeff and have some alone time
   
2. jeff for thinking of our secret date: matinee showing of start trek in the city - our first movie in 8 months.
   
3. movie popcorn, woppers, coke, and holding hands in the theater
   
4. all the sweet moments jeff and i had yesterday that continue today because of our time together
5. wandering around the moma, getting lost in so much inspiration, discovering a new artist for me to obsess on, purchasing some earrings that are amazingly artistic that i would just usually admire
   
6. jeff for supporting me in just the right way after getting some bad news
7. not listening to my voicemail until after the drive home allowing me to have such an amazing day.
   

nugget: the main thing that i have been concentrating on lately (beyond everything else) is being present. not allowing my thoughts, fears, assumptions, or anticipations take over my mindset or choice-making. just staying present in what is. it's absolutely incredible.