Yknow, a list doesn't work today. Today as I sit and read while Lea takes a monster nap I realize (again for the umpteenth time) that I truly have everything I have ever dreamed of. I have an amazing, loving, intuitive, and interesting husband who loves me unconditionally. I am mother to a breathtaking young lady who I marvel at with both her love for life and ability to make things right all around her. I have a baby boy on the way. I live by the ocean and an expanse of hills and eucalyptus trees. I have an amazing group of friends who have saved me in more ways than i understand yet. I've repaired things with my mother so that we can talk as honest as is possible. And finally I am at peace with the fact that I come with flaws and have faith that if they don't kill me they will just help me relate and continue to give me perspective no matter what's coming our way. I have my dreams. Right here, right now.